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Dude, you think you're fucking depressed so you can shut people out from your life? If im the cause of your empiness, say it to my face. Tell me straight so i dont have to fucking wait for you anymore. Dont write it on your blog and ask me read it? Im no fucking toy you can play with and throw me aside. I have feelings asshole. If you have problems that involves me, stop avoiding then. All you have to do is talk to me. Fucking simple right? You dnt have to drag me into your stupid phase. If you think your life is goddamn boring. and all you want is to be free, tell me then. My life would be much easier if you're not acting like an asshole. Now this is depressed.

The whole world starts to shake

Hello tthere,
I've been wanting to blog these past few days but been too busy with raya celebration with ze family and also, pmr <--- booo theres like 20 days left btw :( but look at the bright side, the faster the better so we pmr candidates can all enjoy our short freedom until the results will be announce right? right? hee :) 7 A's is enough for me. I dont mind getting a B or er, not C but a freaking B for my math. I worked hard on my math but if the result i'll be getting isn't equal to my hard work, then its okay. Well, it'd be okay :) seriously at this moment i feel so calm. I guess i should be doing revisions now. Bye bye

Happy 11th Anniversary dear ;)

I

Officially hate my life. I know ive been saying this shit again and again. Well, i dnt care cause my life does sucks. It hasnt gotten any better since the day i started complaining about it. I dnt really like staying home or going back home or going school. I just hate everything in this world. I dnt have anyone to turn to cause my story bores everyone. I prefer to just shut up or just laugh. Thats just me right now. Boring fullstop. So today at school a few ppl said im like suffering frm mood swings. Yeah i am having it. Almost everyday. Im happy then im mad/sad. I need a therapist. haaahah ookay thts too much. Little things can piss me easily. Even jokes. Or i said something funny or i was joking and it didnt come out right. I cursed almost everyday. I dnt usually curse since i have this rule not to and it works. Im scared tht this mood swing wont go away and it'll effect on my results for this mid term. :( i wanna eat. bye