You know what?

Im having weird feelings lately. I'm so bored with my life, i feel like everything around me bores me. I mean, there's something inside me is struggling to find something which idk what is it. Urgh i hate this. I just wanna spend my entire whole week with Altaf. I just wanna go picnic, make some homemade speghetti or cupcakes. I wanna paint so badly, i want colours. I want to bungee jumping and scream my lungs out, I wanna go skating at sunway, go out for movies, go to a museum( i know right?) or do wtvr that makes me feel happy. I bet you guys think im sooooo obsessed with this Altaf dude. Well im not. This dude, pretty much make reality less awful. I like him a lot. So just stfu and lemme finish blogging -.-

sigh, i feel like watching Easy A now. I love that movie. :')  

I watched I AM NUMBER 4 last saturday. First movie that left me smiling and satisfied :)

Le sigh

Everyone is ignoring me, including my parents. I feel so left out among my friends. I miss Altaf so much. :/ I just wanna be with him now but he's at Terengganu swimming with turtles. lol nahh just kiddin yo. But yeah, i miss him. I cant wait to go out tomorrow with tiqah. And i cant wait talk to altaf when he comes back home. sigh :'(

You think ,

Dude, you think you're fucking depressed so you can shut people out from your life? If im the cause of your empiness, say it to my face. Tell me straight so i dont have to fucking wait for you anymore. Dont write it on your blog and ask me read it? Im no fucking toy you can play with and throw me aside. I have feelings asshole. If you have problems that involves me, stop avoiding then. All you have to do is talk to me. Fucking simple right? You dnt have to drag me into your stupid phase. If you think your life is goddamn boring. and all you want is to be free, tell me then. My life would be much easier if you're not acting like an asshole. Now this is depressed.